I gave it all I could
But some tests, you can\'t prepare for
I tried my best, but in the end
I will never matter, to anyone
I am the child, who is destined to walk alone
And the path I walk, is dark and cold
The path between the heart, and when it breaks
But it\'s so dark, and cold
And I wish she could walk it with me
But she fed me, to the wolves
They tore my flesh, and left my bones in a dark hole
And all I\'m left with, is the memory
Of you and me, that could never be
Why did you leave me, all alone?
In the caves, where I am never to be known
It\'s so dark, and I\'m afraid
I yearn for the happy days
Where we would walk that path
Laughing and joking, no cares in sight
It made me believe that a love had blossomed
Like a rose, that glows in the night
So we may see eachother, in the darkest night
And never lose sight
But every rose, has thorns
And I kept bleeding, for you
I bled, and I bled, I lost so much of myself
And I kept enduring the pain, for you
Just so we could make it to the otherside
So the world I promised you, could be yours
And maybe it could be ours to share, too.
But I guess I was a fool, and I was mistaken
For thinking I could see the light, in someone else
And I was the fool, for giving so much of myself
Yet I know, that without you,
This path is something, I could never do
So I remain, in this cave
As if I leave, the memories will come flooding back
And the pain will be too much, so much to bare
So yes, I won\'t dare
But the anguish, is already so much
Knowing that I will forever be, without your touch
Forever is so long, but now is torture
Why did you do this to me?
And Lord, O\' Lord, I\'m trying so hard
But the weight of the world is on my shoulders
And I can\'t even stand, I just collapse beneath the pressure
And in the middle of heaven hell,
My heart is being ripped apart, seam by seam
Heaven\'s gate refuses to me, I am much too dark
Yet Hell says, I am much too pure
God and The Devil, don\'t want me,
So where is one, supposed to be?
Where am I supposed to go?
I\'m so lost, and all that\'s here is this knife
So I slice, and I slice, my body in ruin
The Devil wants me to defile my body, and bleed for him
So why doesn\'t he just let me in?
Why did she leave, and forget so quick?
The times we had,
All the joy and loud laughs
But yet, \"why\" is all I can ask?
Lady life, has given me the lesson again, even after the 100th test
But yet I fail, 100 more times
No one could ever love me, I need to learn
Yet for love, I will always learn
I remember, when me and her were together
She\'d always ask \"What of the people on the other side?\"
But, what about me?