Up untill now I have held,
my emotions with so much care
Some I can name them
And some I can’t
If I had to tell you,
A story
I wouldn’t know the first time I carried
But the last time,
Still makes my soul tremble
And I hope I never feel that again
But who am I to decide,
What’s yet to come
Khair,
I’ve always had a hard time,
Figuring me out
That familiarity feels unfamiliar
I search for answers in people
Only to find more questions within me
I somehow never felt,
Normal around people
And I never will.
If only I could read people,
But glad I can write.
Yet somewhere between
Feeling everything and understanding nothing