It’s pessimistic, cynical, it’s sardonic and jaded
But the sun has risen, let the light in, my soul faded
Of these walls, what could be outside
Anxieties and the past have me terrified
But I’m even more scared of what it’s doing to me to live coldly
You command me to love, so help me live boldly
If I found nothing then, help me turn to You tomorrow to find meaning in the rain
Living in yesterday has gotten me nowhere, I’ve been staring at my scars in vain
I want to do better, I want to do right by others and for You
My fears are real, but Your compassion, love and grace are true
I want to reach out, I want to let them in
Please help me forgive them for someone else’s sin