It\'s tearing me apart
All from the inside
showe me where to go
Show me how to feel loved
Tell me what to do
Help me to get better
I cant endure this pain
any longer
Dying in people\'s dreams
Wishing it ain\'t just fantasy
Drag me outta this hell
Drag me out of bed
Show me life is worth it
It\'s tearing me apart
I can\'t keep going
thinking of evil things
I\'m trying to find ways
to cope and let go
sniffing cocaine
making myself bleed
Falling in love with blades
Ain\'t a healthy thing
Staring at the ceiling
stuck in my own head
Can\'t get those thoughts away
I\'m tearing myself apart
for people who don\'t care
I wanna be seen
I need the validation
Wanna rot underneath the dirt
Feel those bugs consuming my heart
Maybe I gotta let go
the thought alone scares me
I don\'t wanna be alone
so I\'m gonna keep tearing myself apart
until only bits of pieces remain