Oh goddess of timing I pray to thee,
I offer my sincerest apologies,
For I screamed at you, words unkind,
I didn\'t know what you had in mind,
For me.
You tied my heart to this beautiful man\'s,
Blessed us with love then cursed us with distance.
And oh goddess I still pray to thee,
For your beautiful cruelty.
I hope you feel the same tightening ropes
That you use to strangle our hopes.
I curse you every night in my dreams,
Forgive me, for I still pray to thee.
You gifted me with retrospective perspective,
But left me powerless to change it,
I feel like my life isn\'t mine anymore,
Oh goddess of timing, it\'s yours.