Pillz Pillz
More and more pillz
I’m a fish underwater
Without any gillz
Let me breathe!
Heal my heart
Depressions hidden there
From the start
It’s a little hard
2 stay afloat
You’ll have 2 shove them
Down my throat
I don’t like them
Not one bit
I won’t take
Those pillz 4 shit!
Twist my body
Twist my soul
Abuse my views
And take control
Make me different
Drain my pain
Break my will
And make me sane
Lost in exhaust
Found in sleep
My mind is dirty
Let me sweep
Shut out the voices
Stop my swings
I’m a puppet
Cut my strings!
I question depression
Fuck it sideways!
Unsure but secure
Is how my pride stays
Happy pillz
Faked my smiles
So I saved them up
In secret piles
Overdosing
Hurt my heart
I wasn’t thinking
Shows I’m smart
I just don’t know
What I should do
My mind is ill
It has a flu
Trick my mind
Stick me blind
Leave my senses
2 unwind
Combined with another
Dreadful dose
Suicide is looking close
But I’m alive
And I am strong
Maybe I am
Somehow wrong
Seducing as
The pillz may be
They get around
2 helping me
All I had 2 do
Was give it a shot
And come 2 find
It can help a lot
Psyche!
I still hate those things
But still they help
With my mood swings
Taking them is
Like taking spite
So why do I take them
Without a fight?