Lookin way back at all of the things that I have taken up
But I am still continuing the sins that I should already be makin up
It’s tiring, I know, but soon I should be wakin up
My life is like a static dream and right now I am breakin up
It’s funny how money seems to shine, when it isn’t sunny
It’s got people like bees, buzzing all around it, like it was a pound of honey
But only a few can get their fill
They all fight over, who gets more
And money spills more blood
Than an uncivil civil war
No more doors
To open up the right direction
False malicious mirrors
Showing me an untrue reflection
Doctors say my mind has an infection
Something along those lines
I’m flying high but there’s no ejection
Please God show me some signs
Let the clouds open up
So I can feel how the sun shines
Fill me up with feelings
I like it when love and passion combines
Show me a little more
That’ll be the day my life redefines
Just don’t show me too much
Cause that’s where my will definitely declines
I’m a shadow in a lightless town
Never seen or heard
My memories are melted away
The Ku$h has my thoughts blurred
Right now I’m a baseball game
I’m stuck between second and third
I’m getting close to getting out
The tension is tight, tough and stirred
Wishes are like life
You don’t always get what you preferred
But I tagged my base
And still got the final word
Strain, struggle, stress and strife
It’s not the worst out there
Man this is just life
No more time for me to tread my tears
I write it all down
And in time the pain disappears