Show what I know
And heal what I feel
Show me what’s right
Or show me what’s real
Stop and drop
This whole charade
I fear I’m fragile
So afraid
Like a grenade
I explode on time
I mimic it so well
I could be a mime
Stuck in one spot
Glue on each shoe
No one around
What should I do?
Care for me carefully
I’m only a teen
Getting drunk and high
Was my favorite routine
I can’t find my mind
It’s lost from blazing
As a kid I never thought
It would be so amazing
I don’t need weed
But I need a cigarette
I’ll take the cancer
There’s always a bigger threat
Grew up thinking
Life was painless
Wishing that my
Heart was stainless
Stains and pains
Wreak red on me
My veins are chains
That won’t break free
I’m drowning in
The things I’m downing
Pillz with chills
Keep me frowning
Struggling and juggling
Relationships
I cry when my chronic
Creation slips
Split my wrists
And paint them red
Spill the voices
From my head
Tie the rope
Around real tight
Hanging from the closet
Just doesn’t feel right
Does not work
So I drop and cry
Hurts every second
Cause I can’t die
I guess my mess
Called life’s in pieces
Wondering how
My pain increases
Weeping while sleeping
Hoe does that work?
These thoughts are crazy
They go berserk
Driving and thriving
Me insane
Numb me now
Like pure cocaine
Take me somewhere alone
Where there are no loud noises
I’m so tired of being prone
To all these auditory voices
Make me feel lucky
Like three straight sevens
Take me up
Straight to the heavens
Ease my days
Pure love pays
Show me some
I’ll change my ways
I’ve been pushed
And even shoved
All I want
Is to feel loved
Life gets hard
As you can see
It gets even harder
When you’re me