She lied to me, told me shed never choose them over me.
Now im gone, and finally she sees.
She needed me more, than the drugs, the men..
Its to late now, my life has come to an end.
Im dying now,
Feel no pain.
So much hurt, regret, hate, i had towards her for years..
I was just a child, all she did was laugh at my tears.
I cut, i cried.
I hurt, while you lied.
Snorted pills, needed that high.
Im just like you, now i wanna die.
Life has no meaning anymore.
You were my role modle, i looked up to you.
Watched as you light up that pipe, i seen happyness fill your eyes when that hit entered your lungs.
I envied how much you loved that pipe, those men.
But in the end,
they didnt mean a damn thing.
I was what you needed, you didnt realize it.
Momma,
This is for you.
Someday you'll see, you needed me.
That days come, and now im gone.
You dont know what to do,
someday you'll grab that gun.
Like i did, we are so much alike.
If only you wouldnt of picked up that pipe,
we woulda been fine.
I love you momma, till the end.
End has come,
And now im died.