Living most of my days in depression,
That's my lifes deep obsession.
My mind gets covered by a black cloud,
All I can hear is my heart beating so loud.
So many thoughts go through my mind,
Sometimes I can be so evil but then so kind.
Some people like me and some people don't,
But am I going to let that bother me; no I won't.
Random thoughts and one random feeling,
Only to myself I thought about killing.
I know I can't do that because it's a sin,
I have to obey the commandments; all ten.
Wish I could sleep wish I could snore,
Can't handle all the restless nights no more.
Being random by choice,
Is better than listening to the little voice.