Sitting here in the dark feeling so very hurt and numb,
Why do I keep putting up with this; I must be dumb.
Trying to hold back one tear, two tears, three tears, four,
I need the courage to say get out the door.
Why do I deserve to get screamed and cursed at?
All that does is make me want to hit you with a bat.
Screaming and yelling does not help the fight,
Just shut up I don't want to hear this all night.
I wish you would treat me like a real man should,
I know you wouldn't do it even if you could.
All I want is for you to love me and hold me tight,
That way for once I could feel that things are right.