Dear God hear me now I beg of you please
Listen to me now I am on my knees
A figure of speech but these next lines are not
Let my parents know that I love them a lot
I have a beautiful mother
And a wonderful father
There unlike any other
Who’d know I’d be a bother
I say and mean I love you both so very much
For seventeen years you’ve had a parents touch
I remember giving my mom a ribbon as a child
It said, “Number one mom” and I actually smiled
You still are mom and I mean that from my heart
You’re always number one on my mother chart
Dad I remember your anger and frustration
But I think it was, “I love you” in your translation
I know that I’ve made my wrong choices and actions
There’s no excuse for my deeds, not even distractions
I say this and my intentions are for the best
But I think this family is a bit depressed
It’s not just me but my mom and my dad
Over the years I’ve grown to be angry and sad
You brought home from work all your anger and stress
I’m thinking it rubbed off on me, but it’s just a guess
I expected you both to do what you normally do
I don’t mean any harm just know that it’s true
Actually I do apologize, to this family of three
I’m sorry that your unhappiness rubbed off on me
I won’t commit suicide lets not jump to conclusions
I made a promise death is not in my illusions
So please no hospitals, I have been there enough
I don’t want to go back my past there is rough
I know it’s because you both love me but I think I am through
My final words in this poem is, “I love the both of you”