How honest am I?
How honest can I be?
If I say it, is it true?
Or do I say it hoping it becomes true?
Do I say it to give false hope?
Do I say it because I know you won’t cope?
Will they fear me, loathe me and keep their distance?
Why should I be honest when I’m lied to?
Why should I be honest when I get deceived?
If I entirely trust you I’ll open up to you.
But trust is always two ways; there ain’t no one way about it.
To tell me you entirely trust me, it’s a lie!
You lie to give me a false comfort.
You don’t trust because you know you can’t be trusted.
With your tainted personality you know in an instant you’ll break the trust & slip up.
Taking advantage of my trust and betray me.