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RECKLESS LOVING

In need of something meaningful, something meaningful to call my own.

Instead of feeling so pitiful that I make my blood pressure rise.

You can see it in my eyes

You can hear it in my tone

It comes with no surprise if I sound depressed over the phone.

Need to talk to someone, who understands my problems.

Who will guide & assist my decisions

But who can I talk to, open up to without fear of judgement.

There is only one, God.

He always helps me in my time of need and through my trials & tribulations.

 

Am I worrying for no reason, do I see a clear future?

The problem is that I don’t, if nothing changes & I continue the same.

All I fear is misery & persecution, if I can’t make a choice, the right choices.

Ok, I know what I like but I feel bad for liking it.

What I like isn’t evil, it isn’t dangerous.

What I like can be seen as evil and dangerous if I’m reckless.