I always come out laughing
Wearing a thousand masks on my face.
To hide the hurts I pretend
‘cause I’m too afraid to show the pain.
I used to laugh at my stupidity
Yet my tears are falling secretly.
I used to keep what I feel inside
‘cause I’m too afraid they won’t understand.
Some says that I have no doubts
But the me behind me is crying out.
They don’t know that the me they see
Is too afraid to show the real me.
I smile though I’m not alright
Just to console my broken heart.
I tried to close my eyes ‘cause I’m
Too afraid to know I wasn’t on the right track.
But now I’m already stranded
Don’t know where to go.
Too many people but no one could guess
That I’m too afraid to become someone else.