thinfatman

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in deep thought
in my happy place
i cut out my eyes
but still see your face
images scar my mind
as fire burns my lungs
hatred fills me
all sorrow overflows
why kill me kill you
is that what you want
to die together
i'd do anything to forget you
anything to have you back
wait watch laugh as i bleed to death
fill your emptyness on my anguish
why am i still here
crush my hollow shell
release me from this eternal hell

suddenly revelations pass

i have been wounded
i am scarred
but i am still alive
there is a reason i still have hope deep inside
ill move on find my own space
start over at my own pace
thats where ill be in that time and place
when i finally find the one to make me forget your face
in deep thought
in my happy place
i dream of that face