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Ashley

Despair

If only you could see what is in my heart,
maybe then you wouldn't  have torn it apart.
With a resounding echo memories surface from the past,
maybe you and I were never meant to last.

But what of these emotions? Why do they feel so right?
Why must you fill my thoughts every single night?
I tried to turn away; I tried so hard to hide;
but the further I went away, the more a part of me died.

Now I am without an answer I have not even a clue,
of what else I can do to stop myself from falling again for
you.
I look at my life and connect the dots of pain;
Pain! - You are doomed to haunt me over and over again.

Despair has overtaken me,
Loneliness reigns by royal decree.
I can no longer fight this torment -
Quietly I shall fade away, into nothingness I shall be sent.