I live a life of fear.
I am abandoned.
I am scaried.
I am crying right now.
For i am lonely,
but not alone.
I am sitting in this dengy, old room
surrounded by men and women
with guns.
All i have is a pistal
in my hand.
I can either put it to my head
and call it a quit
or fight and defend
for my hoes safety
and freedom.
I shot the man that came
through that door.
He died under my breath.
My itter breath.
I may have killed a man that day;
But you are still alive
and i am still a hero.