i shuffle these emotions leaving me with a frail face
out here its cold just as you , in the terrace
these clouds must be light they remind me of my eyes
it just rained i am waiting until it finally dries
the smell of melancholy clings from last mid winter breeze
luke warm eyes has sensation the rest of me does freeze
you ve always been the wind the aroma it brings
so i let you go this autumn as the westerlies rings
i accept u were a fluke an instantaneous one the keynote
gifted to make me get hold of fantacies as they quote
yet another gloomy day reminding that all i did was supersede
compassionate over a fortnight lover of many not easy to read
growing up three annuals to realize that is and isnt genuine
friendship between innocent girl; manipulative guy was the scene
you must have shared those stories to millions you fancy
collected sympathy confidence boost it wasnt just me
you must have a hundred princess in the flirt castle
each of your sweethearts mujst have left every spring fall
apolozies for the nagging i did must ve bothere you a lot
a darling best mate was just a funny tag stupid i forgot
go ahead baby put me out like the last stroke of cigar
take me in like a swig of rum dont be addicted so far
and i ll try putting out the candle wick at church
all dreams in vain away from you i ll lurch
breaking my habita ika ma now lost in nowhere
i am swinging to and fro but not coming back i swear
and now perhaps you would need me around sometime
i ve locked up my heart it will never dance to your rhyme
its bruised no corner left perfect cut everywhere
em not coming back to your call there is no place for u here
and the meaningless sorry is what you want to use again
we will never be the same dont want to face the lie and pain
so keep it to yourself your secrets that now you rarely tell
i m out of fizziling out relation and alone i propel
stretching lips just to smile erasing your blurred image
you were a blunder yet this stupid love doesnt erase
as i see you so rude why did i ever start writing pleas?
fading echos, to these words, your senses seize
as i abandon what i ever lived for a volatile shadow
that chases me and i chase it back never together i know