Why can't you see that I love you?
That I'll never stop loving you?
Even knowing that you can't;
You won't, love me?
I wish I had never known of your existance;
Never learned your name,
Heard your voice,
Seen that amazing smile.
I would have been spared the heartache,
But it's too little too late,
And now I can't live without you.
You are as natural and vital to me as breathing.
Don't you see yet?
You are key to my survival.
I can guarantee that if--
If something ever happened to you
I wouldn't want to go on.
My very existace evolves around you--
You and only you,
And no one could ever take your place,
Or steal my heart,
For you've always had it.
It's yours if you choose.
I gave it unwillingly to you a long time ago,
But you refuse to aknowledge it laying at your feet.
Abandoned, it waits for you;
I wait for you.
Will you always keep me thus?
You frustrate me to the breaking point,
Yet I love you still,
Even through all the pain you've caused me.
And I will continue to express my love for you;
If only in secret.
So I leave you with a kiss,
Though it only exists in my dreams.
In dreams of what could be:
Of you. . .and me.