Sitting in my own solidarity,
feeling overwhelmed by the darkness around.
The thoughts flowing through my head show little clearity,
Only knowing that my mind has been set abound.
Images of you two are shown to me and I am glad for you,
But my mind is torn by jealousy for the want of that too.
You like them and i try my best for you,
Doing all I can to make my friends content.
I do and say everything for you but dont want to,
I like them as well but you don't know so my mind is now bent.
You lie and say it was you with everything,
To tell the truth would hurt you and ruining.
I know sit with my head dizzy and pained,
realizing I need to be silent as nothing more can be gained.