I have so much pain inside
It's difficult for me to hide
Anyone know what live is about
I just want to scream and shout
Going from one place than another
It's so much I'm starting to smother
I have had this sickness for all too long
And yet I have to pretend nothing is wrong
In my hand so many pills
I will take until my body heals
Go to work,no one knows what is going on
Sometimes I wonder if I truly belong
This is my secret I finally decided to tell
I guss when I pass on I will go to hell
We all have a price we must pay
To make it through anouther day
Please don't think I do this for me
My children deserve to be happy
I have done all the math
To me this is the only path