Am I angry, or just a scared little boy?
Why am I worried?
What am I running from?
Scared of loving, scared of affection
Scared of longing, scared of caring
Fear of emotion
Give my heart so she can abuse it?
Show love & kindness so she can confuse it?
Where did it go wrong?
Who made my heart so strong?
Why must I question your feeling?
Is there really a place for my heart to belong?
When I close my eyes, I visualize
No fear, no anger, just bliss
Relaxed judgement, I’m enlightened
Then I open my eyes & then I realize
Reality filled with fear, leads to anger
I can’t live like this!
So what needs to change?
Who needs to change?
What should I sort out or rearrange?
Organize my mind
Organize my life
Prioritize my ambitions & dreams
And then reap the fruits of my labour it seems.