i feel so lost in this big world
i just dont know what to do
i pray and pray
do you hear me god?
i'm so lost i need you
it feels like everything i've ever known is crumbling before my eyes
and there isn't a thing i can do about it
people say they care about me
but i know they are just saying it to say it
they dont actually give a fuck
so i walk my lonely path once again
someone save me
i cant take it much longer
i live in a world full of people
and yet i feel so alone
like i dont exist
i just want to disappear right now
its not like anyone would notice
i hang around with a bunch of people
that dont really care what i have to say
or care what i think
they are so consumed by dumb shit to even see that im in pain
like that stupid fashion show
what "friends" i have
i dont know what to do anymore
i really dont
im stuck
i cant ever catch a break
bad stuff keeps happening
so much has happened
why wont it stop
why wont it leave me alone
i feel like ive gone insane
im losing my mind
i cant deal with anything else right now
i just cant
im hanging on by a thred...
cant even keep it together to do my homework
i think i have lost it
at this point... i just dont know
the only person that can make it all better
or at least ease the pain
is all the way on the other side of the world while im stuck here
alone by myself
crying my eyes out
i miss him so much i need him more than he knows
(<<<<<<<<<< to be continued >>>>>>>>>>>>)