Lonelykaren

The Past!!

Long ago

in a far away time.

In a long depressing journey

i commited a crime.

I walked along the pavement.

Moving in a zig zag way

Moving up and down

and enjoying my day.

When suddendly there you stood.

looking me from head to toe

you said i came to take you

and i said "what for".

something in my voice angered you

for you grabbed me by the hair

i screamed and i cried

everyone just stared.

You said "dont worry folks

she ran away but now shes going home."

"i just came to get her,

shes the woman i adore"

I didnt want to go

but i had no choice

i couldnt do anything

since i had no voice

you put me in your car

tied my hands and wrist

i tried to fight you

but my face connected with your fist.

i awoke n a cold place

laying on a bed

i looked around

when suddenly you said

"its about time

youve been asleep for day

how can you be so lazy,

have you nothing to say.

i tried to talk

i really did try

and when i didnt

you made me wish i died.

you hoped on the bed

shook me till i cried

slapped me across the face

and almost bled me dry.

you cut my arms

my legs and face

you said that living with you

was to be my fate.

you kissed me

i tried to push you away

i tried to run

but you made me stay.

when you were done

you untied my hands and legs

you trew me on the ground

and yelled at me to beg.

"Beg for mercy,

beg for your life

beg me to love you

and stay by your side."

"NEVER". i cried

"ill never be yours,

i dont even like you"

and i ran for the door.

you caught me

laughed in my face

told me i couldnt leave

or youd kill my sister instead

that night i cried

i felt alone and cold

i had given up

and my soul had been sold.