I'm only happy when it rains,
Without a cloud in the sky.
I'm only happy in these chains,
All that I can do is cry.
I'm only happy when I bleed,
It lets me know that I'm alive.
I'm only happy when I need,
Just myself to survive.
I'm only happy when I dream,
Of my long lost love.
I'm only happy when I scream,
At the angels above.
I'm only happy when I'm alone,
At war with my brain.
I'm only happy when I've known,
That life is just a pain.
I'm only happy when I'm lost,
And I can't find my way.
I'm only happy when I crossed,
The path to disarray.
I'm only happy when I see,
Death is my way out.
I know I'll be free,
I have no doubt.
I'm only happy when I'm told,
That I've gone insane.
I'm only happy when I hold,
These thoughts inside my brain.
I'm only happy when I sleep,
And go out of my mind.
I'm only happy when I'm in too deep,
I'm only happy when It's me you cannot find.