Drenched in sin
Looking for nothing
A savior I needed
A savior I didn’t want
He called several times
I always ignored
Even on my dead bed
HE gave me another chance
A chance to be in eternity
Pride made it difficult
HE begged ,he cried
I still refused
So deep was I in sin
I couldn’t set things right
Tears continued to flow, the more I rejected
Why was it so difficult to give him a chance?
Unknowingly, my conscience was seared
He wish he could compel me
So much he wished he could force me to make that decision
But no! He couldn’t,
I wondered why?
“It had always been a personal decision” he said
Before I drew my last breath
I saw so much pain in his eyes
I had crucified him all over again
He offered me free salvation on a silver platter
But no, I refused
Maybe, just maybe that’s my lot in life
Eternal damnation