She lay on her bed ,
but she doesnt rest ,
she slits her wrist ,
giving it a little twist.
sips on a cheap bottle of wine ,
inhales that sweet smoke ,
and takes another toke.
face down in the dirt ,
she says it doesnt hurt.
love and let lost,
fuck it and lets toss,
stone cold from the ice inside her soul.
she swore she would never leave,
this place is sending her to insanity.