From the depths of my soul all I saw was darkness. But then she came into my life and showed me what the world really looks like. I loved her with all of my heart but fate took her away from me on that fate full day back on September 18, 2008. I still wonder what life would be like now if she was still in my life to this day but it seems like there is no place for her to be in. I want to find her but I know she is gone forever. My love for her runs deep through my veins. I wish there was more I could have done so she would have survived but it was her decision to stop treatments and let the virus kill what was left of her. Since that fate full day I have tried to take children that come to the farm that have this horrible thing under my wing and show them that there is a life outside of the hospital and that they can live a normal life but they need to understand that in order to reach this life that I show them they must first get through the horrible treatments that await them and keep fighting for a common thing.
Life...
Life outside of medication....
Life outside of pain....
Life outside of the misery.....
Let us watch as the birds sing a song for the new day, a child is reborn from this horrible thing... we all pray and fight for thoes sick like she was
Life.....we all take it for granted