Soul Searching
With nowhere to run
With nowhere to hide
My soul aches with a desperate desire
My soul burns with fire inside
Lost with no directions
No path can be found
Angry with all my lies
Happy with all my sorrows
A fake smile for those who don't know me
Living this life with no one to understand me
I'm searching my heart, hoping to see the light
To release my soul, so I no longer have to fight
My guard is up, this wall can't be climbed
Protected in my own way
Hoping that my knight will rescue me one day
Through the roads of uncertainty
Fields of lies and deceit, my world involves
All alone to take the fall
I'm searching my heart, hoping to see the light
To release my soul, so I no longer have to fight
Tears of sadness, stream down my face
With no one to wipe them away
Screams that cannot be heard
As I try to explain, why I feel this way
No one listens, no one hears
No one cares how I feel
With nowhere to run
With nowhere to hide
I bury my soul, waiting to be freed
Waiting to breathe the air in my lungs
And fill me with a new life.
I'm searching my heart, hoping to see the light
To release my soul, so I no longer have to fight
One day I will find my way through this maze
Find my happiness that has been forever lost
To cherish the moments that time has erased
Recover what has been stolen from me
To recover my freedom
To find my soul that has to be repaired
One day I will no longer be in despair
My search for the truth is never going to end
It's only gotten me to where I don't want to be
It's not making this life easy
It's becoming too hard even for me to understand
Happiness is all I have ever asked for
But I have never received
My life has been a fight, that winning will never be
I look desperately to GOD to show me the way
But no answer, no word, or thought received
I'm searching my heart, hoping to see the light
To release my soul, so I no longer have to fight
By Heather Kasimoff 12/19/2008