lostandouttacontrol
BEFORE!!
When my mom yells
All I want to do is cut
When I feel stupid
I want to cut
When my mom doesn’t want to come home
I want to cut
When life isn’t worth living
I want to cut
When I cry
I look for something to cut with
But that would make her yell more
Because I promised
That I wouldn’t cut
I would be a better daughter
But all I have been is a screw up
Nothing I have ever done was right
Nothing I do is right
In school
In sports
……..
In life
……
I want to go back
Back to when I wasn’t a screw up
Before I stole
Before I cut
Before
…..
When I
….
Was
…
Enough
..
For
.
anyone