So many things I wanted to say
But the words were stuck inside my head
So many dreams I wanted to make
But they're gone abruptly as I lie in my bed
Like a child, lost and confused
I tried to find my way home
But the road I chose to take
Leads only to an empty room
I don't know where or how to start
Afraid of getting drowned in truths and lies
'Cause all I could recall were my mistakes
Everytime I close these tired eyes
Should I get used to it
And be imprisoned in the past?
Or should I begin to wander off
Until there's no more to ask?
Should I chase the day
And wait for the sunset to come?
Or should I cry my tears away
Until all these sorrows are gone?
Should I keep wishing on the stars
And hope that one would fall?
Or should I keep staring at my phone
Until someone will make a call?
These random thoughts circling 'round my head
Never really had them heard
These things I wanted badly to say
Never really had the courage to speak