I have handled everything life has thrown at me by myself. So it is hard for me to take any help or talk with someone on a deep level.
I would much rather hear about you, your life, your dreams, and just you. I\'m that person that goes out of my way and beyond for the people I care about, because that\'s who I am. You could ignore me or betray me and I will still be there for you.
Many people have told me that I am heartless, due to the fact that I don\'t show emotion. When inside I am falling apart and my heart is holding on for dear life.
At a young age I convinced myself that showing emotion, is a sign of weakness. Telling people how I feel or anything about me on a deep level, will leave me vulnerable to getting hurt. So I have a big guard up at all times.
So when people say I am quiet or don\'t talk much it\'s, because I\'m afraid to let them in. I\'m afraid to let them in because I know they won\'t stay.
I am working on this.