There is one thing about myself that I love, but also hate at the same time. That thing is my ability to completely shut my feelings out and drop somebody. Everyone has their limit to what they will accept from people. You can keep pushing me away and I will keep coming back like an idiot. But I do have a limit, and once I reach that limit, I have no problem dropping you like I never knew you.
That could definitely be the reason my family says that I\'m heartless when it comes to friendships or relationships. I like that I have the ability to shutdown my feelings, it\'s like I have a super power that allows me to freeze my own heart. So that I don\'t have to feel anything. It just makes it easier to deal with people and forget about them.
Once I drop someone, I won\'t let them back in because I\'m not willing to let them play with my feelings again. My heart and time are to precious to waste on people, who obviously don\'t care. I\'m an adult, I\'m not 8 years old, I don\'t have time to play stupid games. Be real with me you\'re either my friend or not. Be honest you want something with me or you don\'t.
I\'m a nice person with a big heart, but don\'t get it twisted, I will drop you like a fly. There is a reason I only have a handful of people in my circle. All I ask for is honesty, loyalty, and trust. If I feel like you are trying to play me for a fool, you\'re getting dropped. I don\'t care who you are family, friend, potential relationship, whatever, I don\'t give a damn. You\'re getting dropped.
Don\'t try and play me for a fool. Just because I don\'t say anything doesn\'t mean I don\'t already know, and trust me I\'m knowing now. You can be my friend or foe. I\'m done messing with FUGAZI\'S!