She always thought about herself she never took the time to see how i felt (how i really feel) Sad all of the time wish i could
die im a worthless nobody that dosen\'t deserve to live all i\'ve found in my live and it all lead up to nothing i knew i would have had
the guts one day to kill myself (but now?) i have everything i\'ve ever wanted Caleb actual friends but no i cant have that im not
aloud to... Im ot allowed to have anything or anyone i want.. im not good enough i should die maybe i should just runaway or like i said
kill myself idk what to do anymore... everything i love is sliping away... I\'ve become a monster nothing more... if i kill myself
i would be leaving Caleb and i cant do that but i cant take anymore pain either... How can i save myself when there is nothing left to save?
All i ever wanted was to be happy with the one i loved.... Caleb. I Love Him more than anyone or anything I would never leave him.. even if he dose leave me I will
still love him forever... I love you are just three words but when u say them or show them they worth much more...Caleb shows me that he loves me everyday and
I thank him for that. He\'s really the only one to stay with me this long besides Ethan... But Ethan\'s gone... And Caleb loves me now and I Love Him.. I\'ve moved
on with my life and i\'m gonna keep fighting until the day I cant fight anymore.... But sadly this love won\'t last forever......