I sit in this house
and I don\'t understand,
how you can be so petty,
with something this grand.
Eveything\'s appearance,
nothing has depth,
being here is suffocating.
I\'m losing my breath.
I try to be perfect,
but fail at the test,
perhaps I should work harder,
maybe I should rest.
I just can\'t stand
the order of things,
vacuous, superficial,
do you know what that means?
I agree with you,
my life isn\'t that hard,
and I\'m sorry for you,
because I know yours is marred,
But try and understand.
Why won\'t you notice
that under this pressure,
I feel hopeless.