This loneliness is killing me
I just can’t take it anymore,
These demons are overtaking me
And I’m feeling so poor.
I am not rich in strength
But impregnated with pain,
And the next thing I know
There’s blood all over my veins.
I feel like I’m walking through an alley
In the middle of the night,
Physically and mentally messed up
Chained up and all blind.
These voices keep talking
And I’m trying to ignore,
But their voices are getting louder
As I’m lying on the floor.
All day and all night
I remember of my mistakes,
How stupid and an idiot
I was to run away.
My past will always follow me
It just never goes away,
I’m chained to my past
And memories never fade.
These scars are just my past
For all those tormented times
I just couldn’t control
That my hand had the knife.
I no longer have feelings
My heart has disappeared,
I’m left with a whole in place
Just waiting for that day to near.
The day this agony is over
And I’m no longer in pain,
When no one has to worry
About this crazy broken lame…