A bad boyfriend.
A bad boyfriend is what she says i am.
A bad boyfriend is what im going to be.
No matter how much i try to be decent or perfect it just wont happen.
I want to give honesty, loyalty, romanticness, surprises i want to be that king that you need in your life.
The love i have is UNCONDITIONAL no matter what, if im supposed to be mad i you i cant, when i want to be annoyed by you i cant, when i want to just say whatever and give up i cant.
Because my love for you is UNCONTIONAL LOVE.
I talk to people i can go to thats a reliable resource to me because i want and need to keep you in my life.
I cry, pace, run, talk and everything including praying to GOD because my world is YOU.
I dont care what my past says or what my decisions i have made say. I know deep down inside me YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING.
It hurts to know that you think im a bad boyfriend but you told the truth.
No lie im sitting here crying and wondering, why am i the stupid one. I dont get it at moments no matter what i try to do right for you.
I feel as if there is no way to make you happy and stuff like that. I feel as if your changing toward me. I tell you im scared and need help but i need you by my side.
Because honestly if you werent here on 5.6.14 i wouldnt be here today.
But i wish there was a way to change how i acted but i cant change my past. But i can control my present and live and do what i need to do as i live now.