I look in the mirror and say that I\'m Okay but I know deep down inside I lost my pride I try to hide and put the pain aside but I can\'t describe this person that I see I say that I\'m Okay but Im wearing a mask in disguise and I look myself in the eyes and cry I say that I\'m okay and that I\'ll be fine but when you feel the pain that I feel your self esteem declines and your heart turns black And you open your own casket I say that I\'m okay but behind this mask is a person who is getting dressed in all black its a person whos not looking back and is ready to close her eyes I say that I\'m okay but at the end of the day I\'m walking on glass and I shake and I\'m afraid but the real question is how does it feel to bury yourself alive? I\'m still wondering who am I ?