Hated? Of course. Deserved? Probably. But the feeling isnt mutual probably the opposite. But Ill take what I can get, what ever little bits and pieces come with it Ill find a way to make it fit. Its never been easy but what the fuck nothing in life ever is. So extend your hand and Ill extend mine. No? Ok well lend an ear and Ill whisper those sweet nothing you love so much as you slumber and dream of what could have been. No? Than sorry I ever extended a limb for some thing that was never in my grasp. I guess we should all think before we react. Beginning to end.