Sometimes I wish you didn’t exist
Because I knew you wasn’t shit
I put everything in this relationship
And all I got was a torn up heart.
Im forever cold
Im forever numb
I can never trust
All because of you.
You took that away
You left me to bleed
I hate you
But I cant stop loving you
Ive slowly became obsessed with your touch
Youre my addiction
Why did you have to do this to me
Why did I fall in love with you
Ive seen people come and go
I tried getting rid of your memory
But like crack to a fiend
You’re all it seems I need.
Those dark brown eyes always gave me butterflies
Lips pink as cotton candy
Voice smooth as butter
I’m under your spell.
You’ve trapped me in my own personal Hell
While you just enjoy me suffering
You know I need you
You know I want you
But you still chose to get rid of me ….
What did I do?
What made you run away?
Why you let me waste away into an abyss of unhappiness?
You aint shit
And never will be
Give me my CDs
You can keep the movies
Aint no need to call me
Ima move on completely
You don’t have to lie, no more,
You don’t have to pretend, no more
Never have to say you love me
Never have to hold me
Get rid of those bittersweet memories
And never see me again
-M.A.J.