this morning i dreamt about you,
those eyes were so beautiful,
green yet blue at the same time,
your image just stays in my head,
it’ll never leave,
its like i thought this nightmare was over,
that dream felt so real i thought you came back,
seeing a babies chair next to the mailbox and you in it,
seeing those shut sealed eyes just like the last time i saw you then seeing you opening them slowly,
i miss you,
i won’t ever have this kind of love for someone else,
you’ll be forever in my heart,
even though it kills me,
in this battle i must stay,
in this war i must live