I\'ve always been told I would expand.
Grow into what I\'ve always meant to be and yet I see, this other side, this other side of me that can only linger. Roam in my past and bring me tears every memory in resurgance. I care more than I wish to tell about how you used to feel.
In those days where loved made a difference and love made sense to me.
I\'ve felt envy and pain. I\'ve felt everything I was warned of and yet here I am wallowing.
This was supposed to be different and here I am. The same me. The same person I used to be.