Is it right to feel afraid to love? Am I so unfortunate that no one can love me? I shouldn\'t have to be afraid, but I am. I\'m afraid I\'m going to love and never be loved. I\'m afraid I\'m going to love someone who can\'t be loved. I\'m afraid of love.
The thought of it, the feeling, the sound of it brings weight to my heart. Because I\'m afraid. I\'m afraid that I can never love again. That I wasn\'t destined to love anyone, that no one was destined to love me. That I was meant to suffer heart break after heart break. That my heart was valueless.
My heart isn\'t mine to handle anymore. Because no matter what I do, my heart is in the hands of someone else, and it\'s being broken. Over and over.