Give to me the life I longed for
I wished many years
Held back all tears
Headed to ignore
I lasted for many nights like this
My blood drips into the white ground
I asked for mercy, for bliss
Merciless you come around
I am disconnected from them
I listen as the time melts away
Reborn into mayhem
Put me to lay
You know how it feels to be ripped from good luck?
I felt the rage inside once more as you claim to not give one fuck
I lasted many nights like this
To put out the light for bliss
But in conclusion there\'s nothing I miss
I live to seperate lies
To never look upon the skies
To ignore all fucking cries
I told them the secret
But they couldn\'t fucking keep it
They never fucking embraced it
It\'s okay cause when their time comes I\'ll not care
At their funeral, I\'ll be the first one to be there
Can\'t wait to smile through it all as I stare
As they lay you away
What do you have to say?
And I\'m the one left scarring
Please
Say hi to the devil for me
I\'ll be waiting patiently
So much guilt as you\'re disconnected from us all
Oh yeah you never realized how much I prayed for this day, your fall
What does your life matter to you?
You will waste away
I\'ll live a great life with much to say
What will you have yet to do?
Choose the road where you get left behind
Cause thats the place you reside in my mind
Am I\'m supposed to be disconnected from every damn thing
Every damn thing?
Do you know what I\'m capable of?
I am invincible to your bullshit
What made you this way?
Fuck your hopeful dove
I made you from every bit
Conqueror I am if I may say
Hear the Bell?
It\'s sounds like a calling
A message from hell
You\'re falling
You\'re fading
Life is spading
Live in filth