Yes I’m with you but why?
and after sex i can’t help but cry
Because my body is reacting but my mind is in deep wonder
You’re a dream come true
yes a dream is what i feel like when I’m with you but a dream ya know?
The ones you try so hard to wake up from because you’re miserable in it
Why is it each one of you i kiss feels like waiting for the bus to come but it never does
Instead of feeling like i am high above
Dear God what is wrong with me?
But suddenly when she smiles at me
I feel as if the world around me disappears
as if butterflies possessed my whole body and carried me away
but what would my family say?
Why is it when i see a woman i get shy
and when our lips touch i began to fly
into this land where my heart is in harmony and my body is in deep awe..
I know what i am suppose to be
i am a woman after all so this cannot be
i was made for a man atleast that’s what I’ve been taught
if i do not obey my afterlife’s land will be very hot 🔥
So if this is so wrong why not take it away?
Make me “normal” Come on damnit save my day!!!
Instead of making me feel like I’m not ok ….like i am Gay….
But now set my heart free
yes free from the guilt of how i feel
Because this is not a wound that needs to heal
this is me and this is real
No longer shall i shout out to thee
“ Why Gay? Why Me?”