Lady K

Inside( the girl part 2)

deep down in the core

I find her true feelings

nothing that reflects her exterior

I  see her soul

cry for its owner to do its job

and bless it

I see her mind

clouded by the judgments\' of her heart

and her heart

clouded by her emotions

I see her emotions

fighting for ownership

joy  with sorrow

peace with anger

happiness with sadness

fulfillment with  regret

and love with hatred

they all rip each other apart

to win the grand prize

I can\'t bare this war

this conflict

it\'s too brutal

I screamed

begged

for them to stop

there was no response

no answer

it\'s as though they didn\'t even acknowledge my presents

my being

I blink

she is there

I am there

she looks at me as a drop slips

I feel a wet liquid fall down my cheek

I wipe it

she wipes hers

I get closer

she does the same

I reach out my hand to touch her

she tries the same movement

we are both blocked by the cold wall

a transparent one

yet so stormy

she is blocked by me

and I am blocked her