deep down in the core
I find her true feelings
nothing that reflects her exterior
I see her soul
cry for its owner to do its job
and bless it
I see her mind
clouded by the judgments\' of her heart
and her heart
clouded by her emotions
I see her emotions
fighting for ownership
joy with sorrow
peace with anger
happiness with sadness
fulfillment with regret
and love with hatred
they all rip each other apart
to win the grand prize
I can\'t bare this war
this conflict
it\'s too brutal
I screamed
begged
for them to stop
there was no response
no answer
it\'s as though they didn\'t even acknowledge my presents
my being
I blink
she is there
I am there
she looks at me as a drop slips
I feel a wet liquid fall down my cheek
I wipe it
she wipes hers
I get closer
she does the same
I reach out my hand to touch her
she tries the same movement
we are both blocked by the cold wall
a transparent one
yet so stormy
she is blocked by me
and I am blocked her