A dark cloud envelops me
An evil presence within
Running, crying, trying to hide
Escape non-existant
Bruised and battered
The beatings were normal
His poison was drink
Succumbing to the beast, greeting it warmly
needing, wanting...There was no control
I am two from one
My disorder is known
My life is in ruin
My brain a mess
Even through death his legacy haunts me
Despair, anger, solitude
We loathed him, feared him
Through all that was and all that will be
I loved him dearly and always will...
DAD