I don\'t want to hate you,
But for some reason these words come out whenever someone reminds me of your name.
Even though I am trying to get better at this
I can\'t when I know you were the only one to blame for this situation.
I don\'t want to hate you,
You showed me love when I didn\'t have any,
But you still left me.
And I\'m still trying to pick up the broken pieces
That you smashed when you opened that door,
But I left my tweezers in my other coat pocket,
And I can\'t pick up these shards without getting cut
So I\'ll guess I\'ll just have to wait for now.
I don\'t want to hate you,
You made me happy,
But you\'ve also made me sad
And the sadness has lasted for a longer duration of time
So I can\'t help but feel a little bit shitty about what you did.
I don\'t want to hate you,
Out of everyone I still hold a torch for you.
Even though I know what your true colours are
For some reason my torch chooses to ignore them and only illuminates the ones that I like
I don\'t want to hate you,
After everything you\'ve done I still chose not to.
And it\'s not because hate is a strong word
It\'s because hate reminds me of love
And I don\'t want to remember the love that we shared all those years ago
I don\'t want to remember anything
I don\'t want to hate you.
I just want to be able to finally let you go.