emywillow

colors

somebody haunts me, spits smoke out of my mouth

the clouds fall grey I want to say my love is flying south

your knuckles are blue and bloody too

from the fight we had last night

and I wish I wasn\'t able to say my heart you still ignite

bright orange flames but I\'m no longer scared

I\'m already scarred and burned

should I go in and fight so we don\'t see the light

or turn away and make you learn

you\'re sick in the head but so am I

when your knuckles hit my cheek 

I realize that I\'d rather die

than be without you for a week

dull purple veins pulse through your arms

when you clench your fists and scream

trying to make me scared of harm

but it\'s already a recurring theme

at 8am I open my eyes to the white light through the blinds

you\'re next to me so peacefully every single time

a lot of people tend to think that we\'re totally out of our minds

but I love you for black and blue and the grey inside your eyes